BY: NHM AKA Nadynezworld
Today I woke up aware that I am great. My hearts condition is set on goodness, my mind set is calibrated on success, My ambition is set for great accolades and My ability to do it All is always achievable! It's my turn to dream out loud, to live doing something just for me. It is my turn! NHM
I have lived so many years of my life dedicated to helping others, I don't ask for very much in return and sadly I've not gotten much in return until I realized that the benefits one reaps don't always come in the form expected! Sometimes the blessing is finding yourself with the push from people you barely know but know all too well because they are you in a different form! I have no bitterness because every thing I do is from my heart and I could care less what I lost in the process of being too good because God has plans for me and only he can sustain me and full fill me the way I need!
I am growing up and excepting that although I have accomplished many things I'm also road blocking myself from my full potential until now. I'm no longer doing what everyone thinks I should, I am no longer excepting opinions of any kind, I'm simply taking control of my happiness and becoming part of a team that understands my drive and my hunger! God is always first, Sade was second and now as she rest it is me who needs my full attention! The assumption is that I am crazy for these choices but the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over expecting a different result, NOT TODAY NOT EVER AGAIN! Today everything is changing because my methods have failed! I've given and given and if my plate goes bare the only one hungry and at fault is me!
I have never done something with just myself in mind but today I claim what I've earned because it is my turn! My turn to smile without faking, to give and to receive, to take risk because I've already taken so many that failed and I am still here, I am still standing and looking fabulous doing so! I will not fear what's ahead because even if the entire world failed me, I'm still NEDYNIA I'M STILL BEEBEE And nothing has ever destroyed me! It's time to show myself what I am made of, so it's best you don't stand in my way because It is my road and I have no breaks!
This year will be the year I mend my relationship with my heavenly father, the year I make my dream come true as a published Author, the year I surround myself with winners who now know with certainty that it takes a winner to recognize one! I won't let myself down and with that it is a guarantee that my team is just as golden as I am! (4life)
It will also be the year I honor my daughters memory by getting better physically and mentally and God willing opening Sade's! I pray incessantly for the health and strength to succeed in all these goals! I no longer will depend on others to mentally sustain me, if you failed or fail me please be well informed you no longer exist in my thoughts, you no longer will benefit from me in anyway! Good bye!
WORLD.. IT IS MY TURN TO BE HAPPY DOING WHAT I LOVE! TO ALL THOSE RIDING WITH ME YOU ALREADY KNOW I HOLD MY OWN! I GOT YOU IF YOU GOT ME! IT'S AS SIMPLE AS THAT! I MAKE THINGS HAPPEN! THIS YEAR ITS MY TURN TO MAKE MY HAPPINESS AND MY FULL POTENTIAL HAPPEN! IT'S OUR TURN! NHM
AS ALWAYS LITERALLY AND INTELLECTUALLY
NHM
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