A MILLION DOLLAR DREAM
BY: NADYNEZWORLD
I SAY LOVE IS SIMILAR TO THAT MILLION DOLLAR DREAM! IF WE HAD A MILLION DOLLARS OH WHAT WOULD WE DO! YOU'D BE SHOCKED! YOU WILL HAVE AN ENTIRE GAME PLAN AND END UP TRYING TO SAVE A WORLD THAT IS BEYOND SAVING! YOU WILL LOVE BY HELPING BUT YOUR REALLY NOT HELPING YOU ARE ENABLING WHATEVER BAD IS WITHIN A PERSON TO GROW. SOMETIMES TO UNMEASURABLE LEVELS! WHY DO WE DO THAT? BECAUSE WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO HAVE MONEY THEN SUDDENLY YOU DO, YOU FIND RELATIVES YOU NEVER KNEW, BEST FRIENDS YOU NEVER MADE AND ENEMIES WHO ARE GOOD AT PLAYING YOU THE WORST OUT OF ALL!
I TRULY DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW PEOPLE CAN LIVE WITH THEMSELVES WITH THAT MENTALITY BUT THEY DO IT EVERY DAY LIKE IT'S NOTHING, BECAUSE THERE MASK IS THE VERY BEST. THEY CAN PORTRAY THEMSELVES AS BEST FRIENDS, FAMILY, LOVERS AND EVEN SPOUSES! THERE IS NOT VERY MANY THAT MONEY CAN NOT CHANGE, PLEASE WHEN YOU FIND THEM TELL THEM I WOULD LIKE TO BE BEST FRIENDS!
IN MY EXPERIENCES I CAN TELL YOU I HAVE HAD PEOPLE PRETEND TO BE IN LOVE PRETEND TO BE MY FRIEND, DISS OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS ONLY TO MAKE THEMSELVES LOOK MORE HONEST AND LOYAL THEN THE NEXT! IT'S CALLED PUTTING YOURSELF IN PLACE TO BENEFIT THE MOST! SO YOU DO THE MOST TO ENSURE YOUR STATUS WHICH IN TURN DETERMINES THE LEVEL OF HELP YOU WILL RECEIVE OR BENEFITS WHATEVER THEY CHOOSE TO CALL IT, IT IS WRONG! BEING ON THE RECEIVING END OF THINGS I CAN TELL YOU IT FEELS HORRIBLE. KNOWINGLY BEING USED CAN DRAIN YOUR CONFIDENCE! IT STARTS OFF GOOD BUT IT GETS REALLY BAD MENTALLY! WHO DO YOU TRUST AFTER A CERTAIN POINT? NOT EVEN YOURSELF! THE HEART IS TREACHEROUS AND WILL LEAD YOU TO DO THINGS WITH THE BEST INTENTION BUT WITH THE WORST RESULTS.
WHAT I LOVE YOU WILL MAKE LIFE BETTER, WHICH FRIEND IS TRULY RIDE OR DIE, BROKE OR RICH?
WHAT LOVE CAN YOU TRUST TO BE GENUINE WITHOUT A PRICE TAG, WITHOUT ANY EXPECTANCE? NONE I DON'T BELIEVE! I USE TO THINK PEOPLE WERE CAPABLE OF GENUINE LOVE BUT THEY ARE NOT WE ARE IMPERFECT, WE HAVE ALL DONE THINGS WERE ASHAMED OF THINGS WE CAN NOT FORGIVE OURSELVES FOR, BUT INTENTIONAL HARM, THAT DEAR LORD HAS TO BE UNFORGIVABLE! I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW IT'S DONE? DO YOU WAKE UP ONE MORNING AND SAY HEY… TODAY I WANT TO BE EVIL, I WANT TO PLAY WITH SOMEONES EMOTIONS, I WANT TO USE SOMEONE, INTENTIONALLY DECEIVE THEM, UNTIL THEY ACTUALLY GET THAT THEY HAVE BEEN USED AND I WANT TO DEVASTATE THEM TO CAPACITY? SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN THIS MADNESS TO ME! I WILL NEVER REALLY GET IT!
MESSAGE TO THOSE WHO THINK THIS WAY: THE THING IN LIFE IS WE ARE ALL CAPABLE OF SUCCESS RIDING THE COAT TAIL OF ANOTHER MAKES NO SENSE IT WILL NEVER FULLY BENEFIT YOU! IT IS IMPORTANT THAT WE ALL AS HUMAN BEINGS BE THANKFUL FOR THE LIFE GOD GIVES US. WHETHER IN ABUNDANCE OR JUST ENOUGH, APPRECIATION IS SEEN WITH ACTION NOT JUST BY WORD. TAKING WITHOUT GIVING IS NEVER RIGHT! GIVING WITHOUT ASKING FOR THE SAME IS ALSO WRONG, IT TRAINS PEOPLE TO TAKE WITHOUT RECIPROCATION! WHO TRULY DO YOU BENEFIT? SIGN SEALED DELIVERED NO CLOSER! NO SIGN OFF JUST A WARNING DO NOT THINK WITH YOUR HEART! NHM
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