Alone With Company

ALONE WITH COMPANY

By: Nadynezworld 

Im sure your all wondering what exactly does the title mean, When I tell you we've all had this sentiment you might not even believe me, but as you read find yourself in this situation and in your own words pen your pain!

Have you ever lied in bed with someone beside you and yet you are the loneliest person on the planet? Have you begun to walk passed the one you love knowing their love doesn't match yours?

How many times have you cried yourself to sleep and he has no clue you've shed a tear even though he is right next to you?

Are you the one who looks at the one good thing out of the billions that are bad? If so keep reading, I have a message for you!

I WILL START BY SAYING, YOU ARE WORTH HAPPINESS! YOUR HEART IS TREACHEROUS IT CAN DECEIVE YOU, BUT EVENTUALLY ONCE YOU'VE FOUND WHAT WORKS FOR YOU, YOU WILL FIND A BALANCE. IT'S OKAY TO LOVE SOMEONE BUT ONCE YOU REALIZE THEY DON'T CARE ENOUGH TOO MATCH YOUR INTENSITY OF LOVE, IT'S EITHER YOU STAY IN YOUR UNHAPPINESS OR YOU GO AND HOPE TOO HEAL FROM A HEART BREAK!

IT'S SAD TOO SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE WILL DESTROY THE HEART OF SOMEONE WHO LOVES THEM TOO ENTERTAIN PEOPLE THAT COULD NEVER MEASURE UP! 

BUT IT HAPPENS EVERY DAY!

For us ladies it's so difficult, one day we wake up and were feeling ourselves hard, happy ready for the world,  the next day were mad because nothing fits right, were swollen, grouchy and jotting plan b in our notes lol! ( YOU KNOW THE PLAN WE NEVER FOLLOW THROUGH WITH) We expect our spouses to get it, tell me I'm beautiful when I feel ugly, rub my back because I deserve it, you know the whole way our minds work! Most times men are clueless, they will criticize your insecurity even play on it, with good intention I hope but honestly we take it all bad, all the time! 

A woman needs to feel desired, she can be as loyal as they come but eventually you chip away at her enough she will snap! Men get complacent believing that their the best their woman can do because she's so in love she excepts many things she shouldn't! Lets be clear fellas your ways are amateur, a woman will let you believe she is clueless, even when she seldom provides you with proof of your disloyalty! 

That lipstick on your collar, that funny odor, Those random condoms, unexplained 3am calls, all those things she ignored, it is not because she's stupid, it's because she loves you and when a woman loves she will allow herself the error of ignorance! Rather than capitalize on it, be mindful that people get tired of ignoring, they get tired of forgiving your choices, please don't dare to call repetitive stupidity and trifling behavior mistakes!! 

Men are always preaching about these hoes not being loyal all while some dirt bag that sleeps on a twin mattress in her moms crib is on her knees while his woman is at home doing the most for him! He ignores her pain, laughs at her insecurity and without any doubt believes that she does not have the strength to leave! 

FELLAS DONT TAKE LOYALTY FOR WEAKNESS AND WRITE OFF A WOMANS LOVE AS AN OBLIGATION! IF YOU LOVE HER AT ALL LET HER SEE IT, DON'T JUST TELL HER IT! IF SHE FEELS INSECURE HELP HER, WRAP YOUR ARMS AROUND HER AND SECURE HER! 

YES THERE ARE PRETTIER WOMAN IN THE WORLD, ONES WITH BETTER BODIES, MAYBE SOME MAKE YOU FEEL ATTRACTED EVEN, BUT IF LIFE TRULY WAS ON THE LINE AND YOU WERE ASKED WHICH WOMAN YOU'D TRUST TO GIVE HER LIFE FOR YOU IF NEED BE, 9 OUT OF 10 THE ONE YOUR DISLOYAL TOO IS THE ONE WHO'D SERVE UP THEIR LIFE WITHOUT QUESTION! ALL WHILE YOUR OUT THERE GIVING IT UP TO SOMEONE YOU OBVIOUSLY WOULD'NT BE COMMITTED TOO! 

IS IT BECAUSE YOU BELIEVE THE WOMAN YOUR WITH IS'NT DESIRABLE?

Let me tell you something, personal real life!

On average a day I receive no less than a hundred inbox messages, on Facebook, instagram, snapchat and even twitter! I get offered things by strangers I won't even repeat. On average I post two selfies a day and my DM'S have no limits or filters, from gross too are you freaking serious!

I won't even count the inappropriate photos I don't check or even open! 

People I know will randomly flirt even though I've insinuated zero!

People that know my ex's will throw themselves at me claiming they'd never do me like he did, smh! NO levels to this shit cause their just trifling from the gate! All day every day I'm looked at, hit up by someone I blocked, I mean it's messy, No It doesn't make me cocky or arrogant, no it doesn't inflate my ego because I have zero interest! When I love someone I am loyal, I give it everything I've got, but when you've extended that rope too it's limit, i'm clipping that shit and I won't care where you land! AND MANY OF MY LADIES ARE THE EXACT SAME!

KEEP FORGETTING TO TELL HER SHE'S BEAUTIFUL ONE DAY SHE'LL LISTEN TO SOMEONE ELSES COMPLIMENTS! KEEP ALLOWING HER TOO BE LONELY AND ONE DAY THE BED YOU FIND SO FAMILIAR WILL BE THE NEXT MANS HOME! GO AHEAD DON'T BUY HER FLOWERS, DON'T APPRECIATE HER ONE DAY MY FRIEND SHE WILL BECOME YOUR MEMORY AND IT WILL HAUNT YOU. YOU WILL COMPARE EVERY WOMAN TO HER AND SHE WOULD HAVE FORGOTTEN YOU EXIST! GO AHEAD KEEP SLIDING AND THINKING YOUR LOW, ONE DAY YOU'LL BE LOW ON YOUR KNEES BEGGING GOD TO SOFTEN HER HEART AND MAKE HER COME BACK, YOU'LL BEG FOR ALL THE THINGS YOU CRITICIZED BUT SHE WILL BE SO FAR IN HER BLISS ALONGSIDE THE MAN YOU HANDED YOUR TREASURE TOO! 

GO AHEAD BE ARROGANT AND COCKY, DON'T HOLD HER AT NIGHT, LET HER FEEL UGLY, ALL YOUR DOING IS POLISHING HER TOO PERFECTION FOR THE MAN WHO ACTUALLY DESERVES HER!

CAN I GET A ROUND OF APPLAUSE PLEASE.......  NO IT'S NOT RIGHT FOR A WOMAN TO END UP BEING DISLOYAL BUT WHAT GOT HER THERE TO BEGIN WITH FOOL?

MY QUEENS 

I DON'T CARE IF YOU WEIGH 400 POUNDS OR 120, I DON'T CARE IF YOUR CUP SIZE IS D OR A YOUR BACK SIDE IS FLAT OR INFLATED! I DON'T CARE IF YOU PREFER PJ'S OVER DRESSES AND SNEAKERS OVER HEELS! MAKE UP OR NATURAL LONG HAIR OR NO HAIR, YOU DESERVE A KING!  

 LOOK IN THE MIRROR RIGHT NOW, YOU SEE THAT?!!! PURE BEAUTY!!! IF HE DOES NOT SEE IT DUB HIS ASS! I USUALLY DON'T SPEAK LIKE THIS BUT THIS IS FOR MY QUEENS!!!! 

KNOW YOUR WORTH, FROM ONE WOMAN TO THE NEXT IM STILL LEARNING MINES BUT THAT WON'T STOP ME FROM HIGHLIGHTING YOURS!!!

IF YOU WANT CHANGE, LETS CHANGE TOGETHER!!

YOURS LITERALLY AND INTELLECTUALLY, 

NADYNEZWORLD

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