Invisible

Invisible 

By: Nadynezworld/NHM

I always wondered how it is possible to give so much of yourself too someone and have them not care at all until you become non visible too them! Ive learned through trial and error that most people are only takers! The only thing they know how to do is fill you with a dream of what they claim they want to do, or what in the future is possible, but the very raw reality is, that if someone truly loves you, they can see you through a crowd of millions! If a person truly loves you everything they claim they want to do is done right then and there! Do not fool yourself any longer, a feeder of dreams is never a true giver of love! NHM

Do you know this person?

Is this person lying beside you right now , literally?

It's easy too place all the blame on the bad guy, and rightfully so but ask yourself how much crap did you allow that helped you get too this bad place today?

Did you force a standard from the gate?

If not you can be upset but you also have too take responsibility, this is the part of the journey I'm on right now! For so long I've allowed nobodies the right too make me feel like nobody. I've cried myself too sleep with a so called partner right beside me. I've been lonely even when "I HAD A MAN'! I've allowed myself too become invisible for people that are not worth even a quarter of my dedication! 

There is a saying, you don't know what you have until you've lost it, until you've learned too miss it terribly is when some truly do learn too appreciate the love given to you freely! The assumption that we are all entitled too love is bullshit! Some people don't deserve anything, but satan gives them the most in life because they've allowed their lives to have little too no value. I bet a lot of you will say that is terrible, that every human deserves love and loyalty forgiveness and trust but the facts are that any human that takes advantage of someones love, time and effort or anything else they give from the heart should receive exactly what they dish out times 10000000!

If you can look in the mirror and smile knowing your trifling there is only one thing you deserve and thats the fine opportunity to not have anything you claim you've earned if your ignorant oblivious ass didn't earn it! 

Everyone of us does deserve the chance at amazing love and connection but if you forfeit that due too ignorance than don't be mad when You no longer have access too the many things you use too! 

Don't be upset at the world for your stupidity! 

ignorance is not blissful and any person willing too pretend it is deserves the exact hand their stupidity call for! 

I say all this too say, I am amazing and everything I except in my life is not what i deserve so from today on I have decided to remove every piece of shit from my life in order that I can live the life my golden heart has earned me 

AS DOES EVERY HUMAN WITH THE CAPACITY TOO SEE PASSED SOMEONES BADNESS AND GIVE THEM YOUR ALL ANYWAYS! DO NOT BE FEARFUL THE IDIOT THAT LOOSES YOU IS NOT THE STANDARD BY ANY STRETCH! THERE ARE AMAZING PEOPLE OUT THERE YOU JUST HAVE TO PLACE YOURSELF AMONGST THOSE WHO VALUE YOUR PRESENCE AND DO EVERYTHING TOO HELP YOU FEEL VISIBLE IN THEIR HEARTS, MINDS AND CONSCIOUS! 

I deserve someone as phenomenal as myself! 

YOURS LITERALLY AND INTELLECTUALLY, 

NADYNEZWORLD/NHM

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