I dedicate this Blog to my amazing father whom I lost many years ago...
RODOLFO HERNANDEZ R.I.P
I can still smell you sometimes,
its almost as if my mind holds onto you in that way. I
remember your laugh and even the way you combed your hair.
Every memory is vividly emblazened in my heart.
Sometimes emotions get the best of me when I think of what
I'd give to be daddies little girl again.
I remember nights I'd awaken to you smiling,
or our days when we'd spend every moment together.
I remember you telling me how beautiful I was, it's a lesson
of love a young lady never forgets.
Everytime I look in the mirror I'm reminded of you,
everytime the complexity in my life starts drowning me,
I miss you then! I imagine your words in my ear when I lose my courage.
You were the greatest dad! People will have there interpretation but to me,
You were a great father.
Everything I do is a reflection of you.
Everything I love is similar to you.
It is through your love and my mother's love that I learned how to be a mom.
In my years I've known more tragedy then anyone I know, but I
promise to never be a victim of anything, or anyone!
If you could see me, you'd be proud!
My heart aches for you Papi, every day of my life I look forward to seeing you again!
God blessed me with an amazing second father, but my heart longs to hear you laugh again.
Every October I write you a letter. Ever since that last moment I saw you lifeless.
It's my way of staying connected to you.
People eventually forget, people move on, Even I'm guilty of it, but I promise
that I keep you in my heart, in my prayers, and always in my mind.
I cherish every moment you gave me.
Sometimes I even blame myself for your pain, I know I should'nt
I know what you'd say if you knew of my guilt, but I'm
your daughter It's a hard feeling to shake..
I love you Papi I love you more than this letter could illustrate.
I just looked at your brother's picture,
and as I always do, I gasped for air. I wonder if he knows
how I've longed to have him in my life. Maybe looking at him would have helped me
with my emptiness for so many years.
But then again what greater gift can exist then you!
I miss you always........ Till next October....
your Loving Daughter Beebee
RODOLFO HERNANDEZ R.I.P
I can still smell you sometimes,
its almost as if my mind holds onto you in that way. I
remember your laugh and even the way you combed your hair.
Every memory is vividly emblazened in my heart.
Sometimes emotions get the best of me when I think of what
I'd give to be daddies little girl again.
I remember nights I'd awaken to you smiling,
or our days when we'd spend every moment together.
I remember you telling me how beautiful I was, it's a lesson
of love a young lady never forgets.
Everytime I look in the mirror I'm reminded of you,
everytime the complexity in my life starts drowning me,
I miss you then! I imagine your words in my ear when I lose my courage.
You were the greatest dad! People will have there interpretation but to me,
You were a great father.
Everything I do is a reflection of you.
Everything I love is similar to you.
It is through your love and my mother's love that I learned how to be a mom.
In my years I've known more tragedy then anyone I know, but I
promise to never be a victim of anything, or anyone!
If you could see me, you'd be proud!
My heart aches for you Papi, every day of my life I look forward to seeing you again!
God blessed me with an amazing second father, but my heart longs to hear you laugh again.
Every October I write you a letter. Ever since that last moment I saw you lifeless.
It's my way of staying connected to you.
People eventually forget, people move on, Even I'm guilty of it, but I promise
that I keep you in my heart, in my prayers, and always in my mind.
I cherish every moment you gave me.
Sometimes I even blame myself for your pain, I know I should'nt
I know what you'd say if you knew of my guilt, but I'm
your daughter It's a hard feeling to shake..
I love you Papi I love you more than this letter could illustrate.
I just looked at your brother's picture,
and as I always do, I gasped for air. I wonder if he knows
how I've longed to have him in my life. Maybe looking at him would have helped me
with my emptiness for so many years.
But then again what greater gift can exist then you!
I miss you always........ Till next October....
your Loving Daughter Beebee
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