This week has been so crazy If things could'nt get anymore complicated Now yet another hurdle. On Friday July 30, 2012 I went to the ER with abdominal pain only to find out that would be the least of my worries.
My sugar was at 304 which is a sign of diabetes. Went back Sunday to be diagnosed with Diabetes. Ever since my daughter passed away I have in many ways stopped living. I have forgotten my health and the lesson my daughter spent 15 years teaching me. You don't stop living when tragedy strikes, You stand up acknowledge your pain but then you get Up and Fight back.
In honor of my daughter I need to stop feeling like a victim and do what is right. Dieting and excersize are not easy when your not accustomed to it or disciplined but living a full life is'nt promised and you have to preserve your time by caring enough to live.
At first I cried ,blaimed myself, called myself every name I could think of that equated to lazy but that won't help or cure me. I love myself and I'm sure many other diabetics feel the same. You don't mean to let life knock you off your feet, you don't mean to be over weight but you do mean to eat or drink every unhealthy thing that you do put in your mouth.
Being diagnosed with diabetes is a very hard thing but doing nothing about it is worse. I've done tons of research and I want all my readers to take this journey with me. I want to fight back and I want you with me so, I will keep a diary both visual and written. I do not want to live my life scared to lose a limb or have a stroke, I want to live, I need to live so that I can continue honoring the memory of the daughter I was blessed to know, the daughter I miss so deeply. I won't let anything stop me from spiritual progression, It's my only way back into my princesses arms.
Love health and peace to you all.
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