The Crying Game By:NHM

THE CRYING GAME 

BY: NHM AKA NADYNEZWORLD 

I've waited nights and days, days and nights for something substantial to change my feelings. I need and want whats impossible to attain, a mirror image carbon copy of myself. To give what I give, to understand my grind, to hustle hard but to make time for amazing. So amazing would that be, a mirror image carbon copy of me! NHM 

You can say and describe what perfected connection and emotion would be but it's nearly impossible for that to exist. They say there is someone in the world perfectly modified for you but how true can that be when most are too blind to see that what is meant to keep needs constant nourishment. Many believe that its most relevant to be able to announce to the world that you are taken I think it's even more rewarding to say that you are kept. Not by lavish monetary anything or by codependency but by a true companionship that up builds and motivates, does not control you rather trust that you will fly high in the world but always return home without the ankle bracelet. 

A true vision of beauty is not a perfect body or a flawless face, not the arm candy that gratifies you with worldly popularity, it is the person you can speak to about anything without judgement, the person you can confide any truth too, the person that sees you at your worst but loves you at there best! That individual that believes in you even when you've depleted all reason to do such! A true vision of beauty is that person that knows you better than you do yourself, that tries to be around you or hear your voice just because it completes a day, it doesn't have to be every second of the day, not even every day but just enough to make you feel secure, loved and appreciated. The crazy thing about such a connection is that it's completely free and possible and yet most people will find it and let it go for the most ridiculous reasons only to live the rest of there lives comparing everything to that one great person. Day dreaming the rest of there existence that another chance is possible but too much of not appreciating creates bruises that are internal and don't have full healing power! Its as if you handed over your inheritance without even knowing what you owned! Sounds ridiculous, most would probably say they could never make such a mistake but more important than riches is the full richness of ones emotional fulfillment. No you probably would never give away every dollar in your bank account but have you, would you give away the one person perfectly molded for you? If you have or would you my friend are emotionally bankrupt and that is so much worse than a man without a dollar because money can always be made, an amazing connection can not!

We all have reasons to shed tears, stories of hearts we've broken some on purpose some completely by accident, we've all been broken, shed tears for a person that was not meant for us, lived pretentiously just to have and keep what is not meant to remain in our lives but think long and hard about the hearts you've been familiar with, think even harder about who you give your tears too because it is never going to fulfill your future if it does so little to fulfill your present!! 

I NEED TO SCREAM FOR THIS!! 

Acceptance of what is not meant forever is crucial, to blind yourself from reality will just incapacitate you no one else! Do not settle for mediocre infractions rather demand that there is at least a meeting of equal give and take because if you continue to accept someones idea of whats enough and not there best, the fool is you, there is no finger to point in the opposite direction! You can not blame the players you can only blame yourself for playing the crying game with all odds against you! If the pieces don't fit, forcing them in will never give you a completed puzzle! Give your all to everything you do but always save the best part for the person who never is part of a game, give your all to that mirror image, carbon copy of yourself! Fall in love with you first so that he or she that you give yourself too will be eager and ready to be your amazing! 

NEED AND WANT ONLY WHAT IS BEST FOR YOU! 

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