We look in the mirror,
its clear as can be
and yet the image reflecting is the one you forced us to be.
Been standing here a while but You never saw a we!
When I was hopelessly devoted,
you demoted my confidence,
I begged you for love,
you laughed in accomplishment, at me.
I cried almost every night, while I lied in bed, prayed for a miracle,
being avoided as a plague.
Suffocated in fear, of a loss so grand
while you struggled to barely hold my hand!
Take a walk with me, will you? its all I ever asked!
We were forever in my mind my heart had surely found it's place
I believed every word as we stared face to face.
From the first broken promise to the kiss I have yet to lose myself in,
I believed in the you the one that use to let me in!
I don't have a perfect body, I don't say the right thing every time,
every meal won't be perfect, its not all fun times!
Some days I was so angry,
some very sad,
imagine that intensified by insecurity and callus, from a world so mad,
with no one to turn too, because you burned every bridge for this challenge.
Some days my make up was perfect my hair was just the way you like,
the house was clean, the meal was a delight
but you never noticed, too busy living your life.
I was simple, all I wanted was real love,
one that filled voids from old pain that can't be undone!
I gave everything and I would've given more
one gets exhausted knocking at an non responsive door!
Everyone hates you when your finally done,
forgetting all you endured, the fight you put up knowing you could've never won!
From cooking to cleaning, everything that was needed,
you lived daily pleading but to no avail.
We make mistakes along the way, do things just to know the truth
even when the truth is evident we won't look long enough to make it relevant!
Always praying for one more proof.
Who are we all really,
if God gave us what we truly deserve for the things we do,
that no one but he can see, would you still be blessed or buried?
loneliness is the devil,
misappropriated trust is the root to catastrophic emotional monopoly!
We all sin but accidental error and intentional deception are worlds apart in comparison!
Many will hurt you when your good, one by one every encounter will be similar to next, not because your a victim of someone else other than yourself!
Einstein defined insanity as repetitive behavior with the expectation of different results
I equate his analogy to a person in love whose truly lost!
Only a person you loves you truly can pretend happiness just so you can't see
all the damage your causing.
Us woman are considered the weaker vessel while we fight wars armies would struggle to win.
From insecurities to the pressures of over compensation due to a male dominated society.
We hold down jobs and families bare children, pay bills, we cook we clean we cater and most times we don't win, at least not in the public eye. They say the girl naked for free on social media is better than the wife who holds down the home and works just as hard as her male counterpart.
How is that possible?
The woman who prefers and yearns just for one ends up devastated by someone who needed her but never wanted her, until he runs through everything he wants looses the one he needed all to find out she was all he ever needed!
Why does it take the worst to remind people how they should behave?
We live on borrowed time, life is very cruel, and no matter how careful we may be, anything can happen that is why it is crucial to evaluate your circle, evaluate your conduct, be humble yet confident submissive but strong!
If you don't love who your with let them go, but if a part of you can't let them go, if part of you is still inside the door, work harder to bring yourself inside!
The storms out there will always exist, the glitter sure is pretty out there but the gold is in here, behind the door that seldom is responsive, all you have to do is open it, with whatever love you have, just open it!
Ladies if no one told you today allow me too tell you that you are beautiful, you are worth it, smile because you've earned it!
LOVE YOU ALL
(THIS PIECE IS INSPIRED BY THE LIVES OF MANY INVALIDATED QUEENS ON MY TIMELINES, WE'VE ALL BEEN HERE SO WE CAN ALL RELATE!)
YOURS LITERALLY AND INTELLECTUALLY,
NADYNEZWORLD
follow me on snap chat @queennadyne
on instagram @Nadynezworld and on twitter the same handle!
STAY TUNED TONIGHT TWO MORE NEW BLOGS WILL BE ADDED!
its clear as can be
and yet the image reflecting is the one you forced us to be.
Been standing here a while but You never saw a we!
When I was hopelessly devoted,
you demoted my confidence,
I begged you for love,
you laughed in accomplishment, at me.
I cried almost every night, while I lied in bed, prayed for a miracle,
being avoided as a plague.
Suffocated in fear, of a loss so grand
while you struggled to barely hold my hand!
Take a walk with me, will you? its all I ever asked!
We were forever in my mind my heart had surely found it's place
I believed every word as we stared face to face.
From the first broken promise to the kiss I have yet to lose myself in,
I believed in the you the one that use to let me in!
I don't have a perfect body, I don't say the right thing every time,
every meal won't be perfect, its not all fun times!
Some days I was so angry,
some very sad,
imagine that intensified by insecurity and callus, from a world so mad,
with no one to turn too, because you burned every bridge for this challenge.
Some days my make up was perfect my hair was just the way you like,
the house was clean, the meal was a delight
but you never noticed, too busy living your life.
I was simple, all I wanted was real love,
one that filled voids from old pain that can't be undone!
I gave everything and I would've given more
one gets exhausted knocking at an non responsive door!
Everyone hates you when your finally done,
forgetting all you endured, the fight you put up knowing you could've never won!
From cooking to cleaning, everything that was needed,
you lived daily pleading but to no avail.
We make mistakes along the way, do things just to know the truth
even when the truth is evident we won't look long enough to make it relevant!
Always praying for one more proof.
Who are we all really,
if God gave us what we truly deserve for the things we do,
that no one but he can see, would you still be blessed or buried?
loneliness is the devil,
misappropriated trust is the root to catastrophic emotional monopoly!
We all sin but accidental error and intentional deception are worlds apart in comparison!
Many will hurt you when your good, one by one every encounter will be similar to next, not because your a victim of someone else other than yourself!
Einstein defined insanity as repetitive behavior with the expectation of different results
I equate his analogy to a person in love whose truly lost!
Only a person you loves you truly can pretend happiness just so you can't see
all the damage your causing.
Us woman are considered the weaker vessel while we fight wars armies would struggle to win.
From insecurities to the pressures of over compensation due to a male dominated society.
We hold down jobs and families bare children, pay bills, we cook we clean we cater and most times we don't win, at least not in the public eye. They say the girl naked for free on social media is better than the wife who holds down the home and works just as hard as her male counterpart.
How is that possible?
The woman who prefers and yearns just for one ends up devastated by someone who needed her but never wanted her, until he runs through everything he wants looses the one he needed all to find out she was all he ever needed!
Why does it take the worst to remind people how they should behave?
We live on borrowed time, life is very cruel, and no matter how careful we may be, anything can happen that is why it is crucial to evaluate your circle, evaluate your conduct, be humble yet confident submissive but strong!
If you don't love who your with let them go, but if a part of you can't let them go, if part of you is still inside the door, work harder to bring yourself inside!
The storms out there will always exist, the glitter sure is pretty out there but the gold is in here, behind the door that seldom is responsive, all you have to do is open it, with whatever love you have, just open it!
Ladies if no one told you today allow me too tell you that you are beautiful, you are worth it, smile because you've earned it!
LOVE YOU ALL
(THIS PIECE IS INSPIRED BY THE LIVES OF MANY INVALIDATED QUEENS ON MY TIMELINES, WE'VE ALL BEEN HERE SO WE CAN ALL RELATE!)
YOURS LITERALLY AND INTELLECTUALLY,
NADYNEZWORLD
follow me on snap chat @queennadyne
on instagram @Nadynezworld and on twitter the same handle!
STAY TUNED TONIGHT TWO MORE NEW BLOGS WILL BE ADDED!
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